Never again.

Never again will I take life for granted, nor will I wake up to each morning disregarding it as just another day. I mourn for the death of yesterday and all days before it. What did I do then? NOTHING! Not a single worthwhile thing. No memorable moments. And now that time is gone. I have so precious little left, whether it be ninety more years or a single day. I have to make the most of it. I can’t just sit there anymore and let everything pass me by, silently wishing for it all to stop so I can catch up. Fuck all that. Now is the time, and the time is now. It’s either that or never and I can’t settle for never. I can’t settle, period. I must take what’s mine and goddamnit, it’s all mine! No one’s going to stop me, either. No one shall dare.

So, where do I go from here? It doesn’t matter, as long as I actually am going from here. Anywhere is better than here. If I stay here, I stagnate more and more with every fleeting second. By just standing still, we zoom through time at a blinding 299,792 km/s. That sounds nonsensical, but it’s true.

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Anyway, I’m in serious need of some snoozin’ right now.

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